I'm a sociopath, AMA.

[HaserPL]

I will answer all questions, besides the ones about my childhood. No place and time for that. 

[Cobby]

Is this an official diagnosis from a qualified professional? Or did Shane Dawson tell you?

[Wuthg21]

3 minutes ago, Cobby said:

Is this an official diagnosis from a qualified professional? Or did Shane Dawson tell you?

Or an internet test from buzzfeed ?

[HaserPL]

Just now, Cobby said:

Is this an official diagnosis from a qualified professional? Or did Shane Dawson tell you?

Who? lol. I was diagnosed by my psychiatrist no so long ago, after almost 2 years of sessions. I was evaluated, it took over 3 months and many tests, like IQ, personality tests etc. 

[Cobby]

1 minute ago, HaserPL said:

Who? lol. I was diagnosed by my psychiatrist no so long ago, after almost 2 years of sessions. I was evaluated, it took over 3 months and many tests, like IQ, personality tests etc. 

 

[HaserPL]

Never saw him ;d. Google says he's a comedian and a youtuber. Seems legit. 

[fabmorais_2011]

What made you realize you had a problem and seek a psychiatrist? Or were you sent to one?

Edited November 14, 2018 by fabmorais_2011

[Bloodytears1666]

^My colleague interviewer was slightly faster:).

 

Is it was like that all the time or you started to feel this way recently?

Edited November 14, 2018 by Bloodytears1666

[BlazikieronUS]

Does this make you unable to drink banana yazoo?

[LuciaRosethorn]

What even is this thread, a cry for attention?

[Lucas]

How did you like today's weather?

[HaserPL]

1 hour ago, LuciaRosethorn said:

What even is this thread, a cry for attention?

To be honest, I don't give a crap abour attention. Just figured that someone may, be interested in talk with me, you don't always have an option to speak with sociopath about his nature.

[Guest]

10 minutes ago, HaserPL said:

To be honest, I don't give a crap abour attention. Just figured that someone may, be interested in talk with me, you don't always have an option to speak with sociopath about his nature.

 

True. True. Usually sociopaths don’t know they are such. It has connotations of egoism, deceitfulness, manipulation of others and lack of empathy or care. 

 

Its pretty courageous of you to admit this diagnosis. Do you want to overcome it? How do you feel about it? If you submitted to all that psychoanalysis, sounds like you care enough to improve...

 

Do you want to talk about it to understand yourself better as well?

[HaserPL]

47 minutes ago, skylander said:

 

True. True. Usually sociopaths don’t know they are such. It has connotations of egoism, deceitfulness, manipulation of others and lack of empathy or care. 

 

Its pretty courageous of you to admit this diagnosis. Do you want to overcome it? How do you feel about it? If you submitted to all that psychoanalysis, sounds like you care enough to improve...

 

Do you want to talk about it to understand yourself better as well?

I had an incident 2 years ago when I've broken a guys jaw and beaten him up pretty well because he was stalking my best friend. She was afraid and asked me for help but I couldn't resist myself after he attacked me first. I was training Karate and Kickboxing for 9 years now so it was easy as hell. After that my parents told me that I need to go to a specialist because they were afraid that I could do something like that again. And me talking with him made me realise that even tho I may not be like others, having enemies isn't good as well. So since then I'm trying to be a better person, not because I want to be good or I feel the need for it, but rather to make people like me more, so I the situation comes, I can have many cards in my sleeve.

2 hours ago, Bloodytears1666 said:

^My colleague interviewer was slightly faster:).

 

Is it was like that all the time or you started to feel this way recently?

All my life AFAIR.

Edited November 14, 2018 by HaserPL

[Wavergray]

Would you what you call yourself Trophy Hunter? If so, when and why did you become a trophy hunter? Was it a specific game or did it just happen?

[HaserPL]

47 minutes ago, soultaker655 said:

Would you what you call yourself Trophy Hunter? If so, when and why did you become a trophy hunter? Was it a specific game or did it just happen?

I don't see any correlations but anyway, in 2014 after my best friend showed me his account and collection of 20 platinums. I wanted to beat him, to have better platinums and more of them, so I became a trophy hunter. Now it is just my routine of gaming, but I enjoy it as well.

[Guest]

3 hours ago, HaserPL said:

And me talking with him made me realise that even tho I may not be like others, having enemies isn't good as well. So since then I'm trying to be a better person, not because I want to be good or I feel the need for it, but rather to make people like me more, so I the situation comes, I can have many cards in my sleeve.

 

 

Interesting. 
Well, I tend to like humble people who are real about themselves, rather than trying to impress others. The fact that you admit such a seemingly huge thing about yourself and are willing to be open and answer questions is again a pretty good trait for a sociopath! I mean, you don’t want it to be all about yourself in your relationships, but like a person say, with Autism or something, since you know it, it seems essential to reveal it. This isn’t a bad place to practice anything social since it is social media after all... 

 

Although so far, I’ll be honest - you don’t really seem like a sociopath trying to trick and manipulate others.  Wanting people to like you is a natural thing and it can motivate you to behave properly even though you may not have typical feelings etc. 

 

If you can accept yourself (while trying to improve), like yourself, love yourself, enjoy yourself, be good to yourself, control yourself, and all the while be yourself.... Chances are other ppl will like you too. This is a life long process for anyone, but a person with this kind of built in challenge may have to work harder at it and thus have the potential for even better results!

 

I wish you well and hope you have fun in your life! 

 

[HaserPL]

6 hours ago, skylander said:

 

Interesting. 
Well, I tend to like humble people who are real about themselves, rather than trying to impress others. The fact that you admit such a seemingly huge thing about yourself and are willing to be open and answer questions is again a pretty good trait for a sociopath! I mean, you don’t want it to be all about yourself in your relationships, but like a person say, with Autism or something, since you know it, it seems essential to reveal it. This isn’t a bad place to practice anything social since it is social media after all... 

 

Although so far, I’ll be honest - you don’t really seem like a sociopath trying to trick and manipulate others.  Wanting people to like you is a natural thing and it can motivate you to behave properly even though you may not have typical feelings etc. 

 

If you can accept yourself (while trying to improve), like yourself, love yourself, enjoy yourself, be good to yourself, control yourself, and all the while be yourself.... Chances are other ppl will like you too. This is a life long process for anyone, but a person with this kind of built in challenge may have to work harder at it and thus have the potential for even better results!

 

I wish you well and hope you have fun in your life! 

 

I'm not manipulating anyone at the moment - because there is no need for that. In real life, I can get whatever I want from others with minimal effort. Just my charm. I accept and love myself up to the egoistic level, no need to hide that. Thing is, sometimes I feel like a prisoner, because I can't be myself and all those stupid social restrictions are pointless imo. 

[Bloodytears1666]

1 hour ago, HaserPL said:

I can get whatever I want from others with minimal effort. 

 

So just out curiosity what do you have this way? Any worth example, not like pussay or coffee.

 

I mean it doesn't sound sociopathic at any angle, if you able to communicate for result, that is advanced social skill.

Edited November 15, 2018 by Bloodytears1666

[HaserPL]

1 hour ago, Bloodytears1666 said:

 

So just out curiosity what do you have this way? Any worth example, not like pussay or coffee.

 

I mean it doesn't sound sociopathic at any angle, if you able to communicate for result, that is advanced social skill.

I'm a president at my university for over 150 people. I should have a lot of responsibilities, but in reality, I have people that I'm "blackmailing" because I know stuff about them that they want to keep private, and I use it for my own advantage. If the job gets done right, I take all the credit, if they fail it's their fault. I was also taking money from my neighbour because I knew he was cheating on his wife but the divorce could ruin his company, so I told him about it, lied that I have proof (which I didn't had at the moment) and that I want money for being silent. He is paying me around 100pln each month which is very fine amount of cash for me. 

[StewartBros]

19 minutes ago, HaserPL said:

I'm a president at my university for over 150 people. I should have a lot of responsibilities, but in reality, I have people that I'm "blackmailing" because I know stuff about them that they want to keep private, and I use it for my own advantage. If the job gets done right, I take all the credit, if they fail it's their fault. I was also taking money from my neighbour because I knew he was cheating on his wife but the divorce could ruin his company, so I told him about it, lied that I have proof (which I didn't had at the moment) and that I want money for being silent. He is paying me around 100pln each month which is very fine amount of cash for me. 

 

Are you proud of yourself?

[Guest]

6 hours ago, HaserPL said:

I'm not manipulating anyone at the moment - because there is no need for that. In real life, I can get whatever I want from others with minimal effort. Just my charm. I accept and love myself up to the egoistic level, no need to hide that. Thing is, sometimes I feel like a prisoner, because I can't be myself and all those stupid social restrictions are pointless imo. 

 

Better to feel like a prisoner than to be one. Those social restrictions may be the only thing that keep you from destroying yourself (and others). Do you think you can use that charm on yourself to see how good you can get at self-restraint?

 

Do you think the fear of Karma or consequences or hell or punishment or incarceration can help steer you in a better direction?

 

Do you feel possessed by evil? Would it feel painful for you to ask for help from a higher power?  

 

Are you capable of answering the harder questions posed here? I think self-knowledge is a good path for you to be on so you don't act out on impulse. 

[Bloodytears1666]

9 hours ago, HaserPL said:

I'm a president at my university for over 150 people. I should have a lot of responsibilities, but in reality, I have people that I'm "blackmailing" because I know stuff about them that they want to keep private, and I use it for my own advantage. If the job gets done right, I take all the credit, if they fail it's their fault. I was also taking money from my neighbour because I knew he was cheating on his wife but the divorce could ruin his company, so I told him about it, lied that I have proof (which I didn't had at the moment) and that I want money for being silent. He is paying me around 100pln each month which is very fine amount of cash for me. 

 

Still quite early and weird to diagnose you as sociopath, mr. President. I think you should change a doctor:). 

 

Interesting, so can I assume you just stalking people to gain this information, or your charm just to be at right place and time?

[HaserPL]

9 hours ago, StewartBros said:

Are you proud of yourself?

 

I don't feel bad about it, it kinda makes me happy sometimes, to screw with others. But only with those who I personally don't like.

5 hours ago, skylander said:

 

Better to feel like a prisoner than to be one. Those social restrictions may be the only thing that keep you from destroying yourself (and others). Do you think you can use that charm on yourself to see how good you can get at self-restraint?

 

Do you think the fear of Karma or consequences or hell or punishment or incarceration can help steer you in a better direction?

 

Do you feel possessed by evil? Would it feel painful for you to ask for help from a higher power?  

 

Are you capable of answering the harder questions posed here? I think self-knowledge is a good path for you to be on so you don't act out on impulse. 

1

1. I can control myself quite well. I'm surrounded by idiots on my university and on many occasions I would love to punch them.

2. No. If I know that being good in a certain situation will benefit for me in the future, then I will be nice.

3. A higher power you mean god? I'm an atheist. So I guess not?

4. I think so.

[HaserPL]

12 minutes ago, Bloodytears1666 said:

 

Still quite early and weird to diagnose you as sociopath, mr. President. I think you should change a doctor:). 

 

Interesting, so can I assume you just stalking people to gain this information, or your charm just to be at right place and time?

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Not sure why quite early. As a child I was very aggressive, I was beating up bullies to channel my rage on those who kinda deserved it. Since I was a child I was reckless and impulsive, arrogant and irresponsible. Since I was 16 I had episodes when I was drinking a lot. I don't care about most of my family etc. I know that when I was seeing my psychiatrist, he diagnosed me according to Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM 4) and I was already 19 yrs old with a long history of anti social behaviours.